Reaching A Crossroads

After so much ignorance of the fact,
A crossroads has been met,
Decisions have to be made;
Do I continue on that futile path
Or finally realize it’s not for me?
‘Cuz I’ve come to realize
I may not be the best
And am far behind the pack
And right about now
I feel like my decision
Is to take the road
That is of most comfort to me:
To follow the light within that has
Outshone everything so far;
And that may be the writer in me
That is calling just this once
Or maybe it’s just my mood right now:
The gloom and the sadness,
The cold hard truth that hits you,
Feels likes you’ve been suckerpunched